your mercy and grace truly have no limit.

love,

Your daughter

are you there?

love,

Your daughter

thank you for mending my heart.

love,

Your daughter

i’m sorry i haven’t been talking to you.

i must be breaking Your heart, just as he is breaking mine.

i don’t want things to be this way. it can’t be over, not yet.

but You are in control.

so i trust You with my life.

love,

Your daughter

where are you when i need you most?

love,

Your daughter

i’m hurting so much. 

and it’s all my fault. i shouldn’t have done that. and now you’re making me learn it the hard way.

i…i hope you know what you’re doing, and it’s all for good.

hold me in your arms and never let me go.

fill my cup and make me whole.

love, 

Your daughter

i’m so scared.

i’m afraid that if i dare to hope too much, it’ll only make the fall that much harder.

and i’m scared that even if what i want to happen comes true, i’ll ruin it. just like she did. i don’t want to live life with regrets.

Lord, please help me to trust you with my life. let Your will be done, not mine.

thank You for keeing the truth hidden from me so i can ready my heart and mind and put my trust in You before the truth is disclosed.

won’t you come close and hold my heart?

love,

Your daughter

please take away this hate.

the worst part is, i like feeling hateful and bitter and revengeful.

make it stop.

love,

Your daughter